It is my 30th birthday. Today the sun came out and I got red roses and I wore bright pink and I feel like spring is coming.
Turning 30 is a little scary, and kind of cool.
I feel like I have parts of myself back that I lost a long time ago and I feel stronger and that life is important.
I was very afraid because I have been dizzy for a long time and my doctor finally ordered an MRI. I got the MRI and for me, it was one if the most scary things I have ever done. For a few days waiting for the results, I kept worrying about what they would find. All around me people are getting sick, and I was so scared.
But it came back normal. I even saw pictures of my brain and it was amazing. I love my brain. It is the most perfect organ.
All of this happened before today. I felt like I had to go through all of these final trials to get to 30 and now I need to be strong and solid and appreciative.
And I am. I am ready for everything that is happening, and I am proud and stronger than before.